The irony of life can be cruel. Thinking that the actor’s glare may have fought with his own demon in a secret and plastered way, all while acting a character who was hiding his upcoming death, truly heartbreaking. It also serves as a reminder that mental health conditions are not black and white, they are mostly gray. Depression hidden in the way you proceed yourself-in your conversations, how you react to pain, how you act in public to compensate for the anesthetic space you feel inside and inside and The way you want your brain to be silent, even for a moment.
We stumbled upon an old interview that Sushant gave to a leading media store where he was talking about dealing with his mother’s collapse and how he acted to bury. Buried the emotion storm in him. He said, I will lose a lot to force myself to be too excited about everything and perhaps this is why I like to act so much. Because it helps me get rid of myself.
